Sunday, 29 May 2011
Not sure who even comes to read this stuff
But I guess I'll type it here rather than Facebook.
My life is a treasure to me. I realise I'm really fortunate and this sense of contentment I have right now is something I hope all my loved ones can feel one day.
I don't have the words nor the time to describe it yet, but hopefully I will on a later date haha.
Posted by Az at 5:45 PM
Sunday, 22 May 2011
The hardest part of ending is starting again.
This is so true. The suckiest part of booking out of NS is having to book back in.
On one hand I know that the coming week won't be too bad and I know that I'll be able to take it (or have no other choice) but on the other I think a part of me is just dying as I trudge my way through NS.
I don't really know what else to say. I'm just lost in a dark, sad, lonely place in my life right now.
Posted by Az at 5:11 PM
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
So...one final post before I enlist.
When 2011 came, I had a plan on what to achieve by the time I enlisted (One of which was to get a girlfriend. Heh, look how that turned out) and I'm proud to say I've failed.
Proud because instead, I got more than I could ever dream of asking for. Stuff I didn't know I wanted but now truly appreciate. I have never been so sincere in saying that I have no regrets because truly, I am in a state of complete and utter acceptance and appreciation for everything I have and do not have in my life.
I've found new passions and made some new friends, but what I find most important is the forging of stronger and deeper relationships with friends already close to me (You know who you are)
I only realised all of this in the past weekend, mind you. But I wouldn't have it any other way, because what better way is there to start a new chapter in your life than ending the previous one knowing you are exactly where you should be in life and that you belong there?
What I'm trying to drive at is that in the past five months I've found that life is awesome, and I'm gonna jump headfirst into my next venture!
Seeing you on the other side,
Posted by Az at 2:12 AM