Sunday, 26 April 2009

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over

I know I shouldn't be harping over it but sometimes it just makes me sad.

Sad because I'll never get to experience life in those schools again.

Emo shit, yes, but I can't help it. I start thinking about how VJ is like seriously the coolest JC in town with all their sponsors and fun people and school spirit. Or how I won't be able to follow the footsteps of my parents, uncles, aunts and sister by going to TJ.

Now I feel like I have to prove something -_-

Also, TPJ may be fun and I don't wanna diss my friends but if someone came right up to me and offered me a place in VJ or TJ...

I think I'd take it readily and without hesitation.

Your favourite guy who still hasn't gotten over stuff like that,

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Friday, 24 April 2009

I'm not gay

But I miss Timothy.

Was at Daniel's blog and saw Timothy in the Student Council photos with his trademark happy look.

While wearing a blazer.

I couldn't help but feel happy for the guy. But then I remembered all the skating, intelligent conversations, NCC and other fun and stupid stuff we did.

Dammit I miss those days.

I hate change.

Your favourite beatboxing ambigrammist,

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Tuesday, 21 April 2009


It seems that after I leave a school, the batch that takes over gets full of fucked up people who think they own the world.

To J, you're an asshole who does not fucking deserve to have anything to do with TK. Also, you're on the list of people-whose-life-I-hope-gets-majorly-screwed-up because of what you did to D.

And I'm putting this in a very nice way.

Seriously. Fuck you.

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It's just different

Last week I got the first draft of my PI back and the teacher talked about how she thinks I should totally rethink about what I want to conserve.

In my head I was all 'No u my idea rocks lol keep quiet.'

So I just tweaked it a little here and there and today my SOVA (Study Of Visual Arts) teacher took a look at my PI and he said I should choose a different area of conservation.

In my head I was all 'Lol k whatever you say, man.'

It's just how you get the idea across, I suppose.

Your favourite biased beatboxing ambigrammist,

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Sunday, 19 April 2009


I opened my eyes to find myself in a vehicle driving down Dunman Road. It drove into Tanjong Katong Secondary School and dropped me off.

Looking up to the evening sky, with its streaks of magenta and orange and the school compound against it triggered an overwhelming wave of nostalgia.

It was the year 2006. I was back in Secondary 2, but I remember all my experiences from then till mid-April 2009.

I saw a few CCAs having their respective gatherings and training sessions. They all must have been having camp, I suppose.

I walked to the soccer field, where a structure built by the scouts stood tall. There I met a Secondary 2 Justin and I talked to him about stuff.

We hung around and I saw Xiao Li who, if not for my experience in TPJC I would have never noticed, and I talked to him too.

I talked of how I knew what award the band was going to get for SYF that year, and how in the next year and onwards, they would start to suck. And then, I started talking about how awesome TK is and what the future would hold for us.

I then walked with two guys to the barbeque pit where we tried to hide from Mr Lee who was walking to his car.

All of a sudden, my thoughts that were still excited by the fact that I was back in my true second home turned to Ashley. I was in Secondary 2, when our paths still hadn't crossed. 'Should I add her on MSN? Nah, that would mess with how everything will unravel,' I thought to myself.

That was part of my dream last night. It felt so real, especially the feeling of nostalgia.

Honestly, I felt relieved and just plain happy to know that I still had at least 2 years of TK left.

I kinda wish that dream would come true.

Also, while looking for the above picture, I scrolled through tons of posts in Amirul's old blog. Since he was a photofreak, I saw a bunch of photos from the good ol' days.

I miss reading what used to be his blogging.

I also miss my friends in TK. Be it 4J, the guys in NCC (Sea) who are like brothers and all the fun times we had.

Bleah. Seriously. I want my dream to come true.

Your favourite guy hanging on to the past,

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Saturday, 18 April 2009

The ultimate sacrifice

We're supposed to abstain from dairy products, spicy, oily and/or fried food for a month to take care of our voices.


So yeah, sorry for the long hiatus. It's just that ever since JC started I didn't seem to have the mood to blog. It's like, life is pretty much stale now, with shambling through every week just to get the brief respite of the weekend which disappears just like *poof* that. The only things I look forward to are art lessons and choir.

The company I get in art and choir are awesome. Friendly bunch of people who are fun and can get high. Same goes for the other cliques that I have become a part of (I love you Hariz and Hafiz). My class is pretty fine but it just isn't what I'd call fun to be around (sometimes).

Also, lectures in JC are way more boring than in TK. I don't know why, they just are.

But whining isn't gonna solve the problem soooooooooooooooo...

I'll just live with it.

P.S. I think being in VJ would've been way awesomer.

Your favourite beatboxing ambigrammist,

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Thursday, 2 April 2009


Best. Physics lecture. Ever.

Finally, tomorrow's Friday. Though I bet the weekend is just gonna zoom by. Bleah.

Your favourite beatboxing ambigrammist,

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