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Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Irrational

It's exactly what I am.

There are some people who I love hanging out with. I like to joke around with them and stuff.

Hell, I love their company.

But that's one clique. Some circles of friends are meant to be shared and intersect and be a proper (or improper) subset of each other. While others (in my honest opinion) were never meant to mix and/or match just to ensure peace of mind (for I am a selfish and paranoid bastard).

And if/when such a mix occurs, I can't help but feel like someone (or some people) deserves to get hurt real bad. Usually images of those people getting their faces shot/smashed/crushed come to mind.

Yes, I think about stuff like that happening to my own friends. I'm a terrible person, and my only excuse is that I am easily (and heavily) affected when certain little things don't go my way (because for stuff like this I wish to maintain a very controlled environment and situation).

But shit happens and I'll get over it some time. However, if I ever find out that these 2 certain cliques (of course this was based on an occurence, else this post would be random) have been (God forbid) mixing without me knowing, I would feel a great and probably overwhelming sense of betrayal, followed by a long period of emo-ness.

Why so drastic a reaction? Because these 2 cliques know very well that I clearly and deeply from the bottom of my heart wish for them to never mix. If they didn't, then maybe reading this post will make them realise.

In my ideal, controlled environment, I can live in harmony with all my friends from all my cliques if the ones who aren't meant to cross paths never, ever, ever in their liftimes do so.

Yes, I'm selfish, anal and paranoid so shoot me.

Your favourite guy who would like a shotgun right about now,
Az

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Tuesday, 23 December 2008

NUUUUU

Heroes episode 14 comes out next year! D:

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WAIT THAT LONG???!!!!

Your favourite Heroes-obsessed fanboy,
Az

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Sunday, 21 December 2008

Pet

If I were to have a pet, I'd want a slug, iguana, cat, gecko and/or chameleon.

I don't understand why people find slugs gross. They're so adorable cos they're like little globs of flesh that are alive. Iguanas are just fun, especially when they lick you. Cats are just awesome in every conceivable way. Geckos are...well I dunno, the word gecko is just cool. And chameleons are just really really cool.







How can that not be cool? The colours are just so pretty. It's like getting high without actually getting high.

So yeah. Good luck to me finding a roommate/girlfriend-and-wife-to-be who wouldn't mind me having these pets.

Your favourite animal lover,
Az

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Saturday, 20 December 2008

Cash or credit?

So.

There's a whole bunch of things I want. Expensive things.

Then today a thought came to my head. Why not (surprise, surprise) make some money?

So I shall be opening a blogshop-like thing selling T-shirt designs made by me and doing commissions and the like. For example, you pay me money to make an ambigram of your name and I'll print that ambigram on a T-shirt just for you.

Stuff like that.

I'm still uncertain about the method of payment so suggestions are welcome in the comments section.

So many desires, so little money.

Your favourite guy who doesn't have enough money,
Az

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Friday, 19 December 2008

Play

Was looking through my archives and I found this blog thing.

Rulezxz:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people at their tagboards to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

/start (After not liking the first answer, I clicked next a random number of times)(I'm also gonna leave out any unnamed tracks)

How are you feeling today?
From the Inside - Linkin Park

Will you get far in life?
True Story - Billy Reid

How do your friends see you?
Apologize - Timbaland ft. One Republic (or vice versa)

Will you get married?
When I Die - Groove Coverage
Wedding in lieu with funeral

What's your best friend's theme song?
All About You - McFly

What was primary school like?
Seasons of Love - Rent Cast

What is the best thing about your friends?
My December - Linkin Park

What is in store for this weekend?
Saturdays - Holly Brook
Wow, really?!

What song describes you?
The Worst Day Ever - Simple Plan

To describe your grandparents?
Holy Virgin - Groove Coverage
No. Comment.

How is your life going?
Big Pimpin'/Papercut - Jay-Z/Linkin Park

What song will they play at your funeral?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day

How does the world see you?
I'll Cover You (Reprise) - Rent Cast

You have a happy life?
Izzo/In the End - Jay-Z/Linkin Park

What do your friends really think of you?
Holy Virgin[Rob Mayth Remix] - Groove Coverage
I would like to think so too.

Do people secretly lust after you?
P5ng Me A*wy - Linkin Park

How can I make myself happy?
Bleed It Out - Linkin Park
Emobitch.

What should you do with your life?
Forest Ninja - Billy Reid
LOLWUT?!

Will you ever have children?
Master Exploder - Tenacious D

For no reason at all I'm going to try it again.

How are you feeling today?
Get Me Gone - Fort Minor

Will you get far in life?
PPR: KUT - Linkin Park

How do your friends see you?
Nobody's Listening - Linkin Park

Will you get married?
What You Own - Rent

What's your best friend's theme song?
Remember The Name - Fort Minor

What was primary school like?
Let The Flames Begin - Paramore

What is the best thing about your friends?
Rock - Groove Coverage

What is in store for this weekend?
Star Girl - McFly
Ooh yay C:

What song describes you?
Boom De Ah Dah - Discovery Communications
The world is just awesome.

To describe your grandparents?
Nobody Is Foolin' You - Billy Reid

How is your life going?
A Place For My Head [Live] - Linkin Park

What song will they play at your funeral?
What I've Done - Linkin Park

How does the world see you?
Chali - Linkin Park

You have a happy life?
So Well-Mannered - Billy Reid
I wish this played next.

What do your friends really think of you?
Papagenu (He's my Sassafrass) - Tenacious D
A song about a Sasquatch. Right.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Jealousy - Paris Hilton

How can I make myself happy?
The Little Things Give You Away - Linkin Park

What should you do with your life?
Given Up - Linkin Park

Will you ever have children?
Take My Hand - Simple Plan

Just because I'm not satisfied, I'm going to do it yet again.

How are you feeling today?
I Should Tell You - Rent

Will you get far in life?
No Love - Simple Plan
Well that'll suck.

How do your friends see you?
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

Will you get married?
Angel From Above - Groove Coverage

What's your best friend's theme song?
Transylvania - McFly

What was primary school like?
History - Tenacious D
Appropriate.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Jenny - The Click Five

What is in store for this weekend?
Meet You There - Simple Plan

What song describes you?
Born For This - Paramore

To describe your grandparents?
By Myself - Linkin Park
That's just plain mean.

How is your life going?
We Will Rock You - Queen

What song will they play at your funeral?
F-Bombs - Billy Reid

How does the world see you?
The Ballad of Paul K - McFly

You have a happy life?
Decoy - Paramore

What do your friends really think of you?
Runaway - Linkin Park

Do people secretly lust after you?
What I've Done - Linkin Park

How can I make myself happy?
You Give Love A Bad Name - Blake Lewis

What should you do with your life?
99 Colours In Her Hair - McFly

Will you ever have children?
Be Somebody - Fort Minor

And because I'm out to waste your time, here's another try.

How are you feeling today?
Car Chase City - Tenacious D

Will you get far in life?
Right Now - Fort Minor

How do your friends see you?
Girls & Boys - Good Charlotte
I ain't bisexual, guys.

Will you get married?
Out Tonight - Rent

What's your best friend's theme song?
What I Wouldn't Give - Holly Brook

What was primary school like?
On The Radio [Club Mix] - Groove Coverage

What is the best thing about your friends?
Don't Stay - Linkin Park

What is in store for this weekend?
One More Year At Hogwarts - Billy Reid

What song describes you?
My Alien - Simple Plan
.........WOW

To describe your grandparents?
Emergency - Paramore
Again, mean.

How is your life going?
Valentine's Day

What song will they play at your funeral?
Moonlight Shadow 2006 [Josh Harris Remix]

How does the world see you?
Spring Yields A Goldblum - Billy Reid

You have a happy life?
Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin

What do your friends really think of you?
Curious - Holly Brook

Do people secretly lust after you?
Destiny - Tenacious D

How can I make myself happy?
In Between - Linkin Park
Whose legs? ;)

What should you do with your life?
The Story Of My Old Man - Good Charlotte

Will you ever have children?
Screwed - Paris Hilton
Lol nice one.

Wow k Windows Media Player is being a bloody bastard for the grandparents questions.

And no, I don't listen to Simple Plan/McFly. Those are my sister's.

Your favourite bored beatboxing ambigrammist,
Az

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Tuesday, 16 December 2008

Separated at birth?

Are these two guys twins?


Bret Harrison, who plays Sam Oliver in Reaper.


Cliff Blezinski, design director of Epic Games.

Seriously, when I saw my first episode of Reaper I thought Sam was played by Cliff.

Your favourite beatboxing ambigrammist,
Az

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Sunday, 14 December 2008

DOOOOOOD

I just had an orgasm looking through a certain site that sells certain stuff.

Your favourite fanboy,
Az

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Friday, 12 December 2008

All reminiscey-like

So I watched a video of a Sec. 3 and his buddies slacking around and doing random stuff after the TK Bazaar this year.

It then led me to realise how much I'm gonna miss doing that with my friends. Random walking around, bitching, slacking, etc. At that point in time it was just to fill up extra time in between classes/tests or after events when we'd rather not go home straight but thinking about it now just makes me kinda miss it.

Life in TK was an amazing experience because of the company there. All the ups and downs and decisions made that have led to this outcome may have, at one point in time or another, been the cause of regret, guilt, sadness, anger, happiness, excitement, boredom, hunger, and a whole boatload and a half of other emotions.

But because they have led to this outcome, I wouldn't have had it any other way.

And thinking of how different it could've been makes me appreciate what has happened even more.

An example would be if I had stuck with being posted to NPCC instead of fighting (or whining) my way into NCC (Sea). How would that have turned out? I wouldn't have been so close a friend to Timothy, Justin and a whole lot more. I wouldn't have met the people I did. I could've been gay (probably would've). I may not even be able to do a push up now if I had taken that road (just kidding, no offence).

Or if I had chosen to take up a double science combo. I probably wouldn't even think of meeting Ashley, which then would've delayed or totally prevented my befriending with Ameera, Sanjana, Nadia, Firza, etc. And Timothy might not have met Ashley either.

If those decisions were made, it would have led to a whole different universe, and I would be citing my current situation as an example instead of the above (not sure if you get that, but yeah).

My situation now is not perfect and it probably never will be. Chances are neither is yours. But I am, from the bottom of my heart, really happy and grateful that everything happened the way it did.

So I thank you all for the sacrifices and the decisions you've made that have, in one way or another, led to the universe in its current state now. Without any of them, it could be a totally different one (ie. the butterfly effect).

And to Class of 2008, you were awesome in every imaginable and unimaginable way, even if any of you were an asshole to me or to anyone else. Because, like I said,

I wouldn't have had it any other way.

Your favourite beatboxing ambigrammist,
Az

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Sunday, 7 December 2008

The instrumentality of Azri Alwi


I really outdid myself doing this picture

I have faced reality and more or less made my peace with it.

Now, I can finally see the sun rise (or set, it really depends on how you look at it) to the start of a new (or to the end of the) day.

Love,
Az (or 'Love Az', if you don't mind)

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Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Between a rock and a hard place

And one thought that comes to mind is to continuously bang my head on either surface.

Your mood swinging asshole,
Az

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Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Vivace 2008

I would say Choir>Band but I got new friends who are in Band, so I won't say it.

Instead, I'll give an equation.

Choir = Win/Amazing

'Nuff said.

Your favourite guy who thoroughly enjoys choral music,
Az

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HEROES SEASON 3 SPOILER

Well, kinda. First or second episode.



Yeah I was bored.

Your favourite photoshopping ambigrammist,
Az

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